
I’m not an alcoholic, for which I am very grateful. However, being addicted to sugar, I can easily imagine the feeling of need, sometimes all-consuming, for some substance such as alcohol. I know it is not at all the same, but I’m just saying I have a vague idea of what an alcoholic or drug addict suffers daily.
My addiction, sugar, is socially acceptable, and if I fall off the wagon, it tends not to destroy my life. When I give in to my cravings, I suffer only mildly, and the damage is gradual with only long-term health detriments.
Falling off the wagon with drugs and alcohol is very damaging almost immediately. The effects can be sweeping and dramatic — loss of a job, a relationship, a home.
“Have mercy on those who waver;” (Jude 1:22, CSB)
We all have struggles, including with our faith. Life is hard, and finding ways to cope is a constant quest. When I put my trust in something other than God, I am going to be let down. But sometimes those other things seem more present and available than God does. The devil makes sure they are glamorous, enticing, and easy to reach for.
Judgment in those circumstances doesn’t do anyone any good. Compassion and mercy is what God offers. And it is also what I, as His follower, am called to offer.
Dear God, thank you for your mercy on me when I choose to find comfort in things this world offers instead of turning to you, the only true source of strength and love and comfort. Remind me to extend the same compassion, forgiveness, and mercy to others who waver in their faith, giving in to the panaceas of this world. Forgive me for the judgment I feel. Fill me instead with your love.